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Thanks. :)

2010-03-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

You have been the greatest friend to me. You are the greatest person I ever knew. Thanks for being by my side when all the shit happens. Thanks for being the person who supports me everytime. Thanks for being a great friend. Thanks for holding on to me when I was going to fall. No matter what happens, I hope that you will remember that you once had a bestfriend. :) Although im not the greatest friend, I hope you will remember me forever. Maybe we will separate, and have our own lives & family next time. But I hope that the memories we shared together will never be old in your mind. I hope you will lock those memories in your heart forever & always. Everytime im down, You're always there for me :) Hearing me talk & complain about every single thing. Yet, you just listened to me and calmed me. You weren't even annoyed by me. We've been through alot together. Every single memory means alot to me. I am really happy to that I am blessed to have a true friend like you. :) Thank you so much for being with me. ^^ Thank you sooo much friend. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I mean it friend. :)

Yours truly,
SAMMIE~

Dedicated to !!AUDREY CHEONG!!

2010-01-17T00:30:00.000-08:00

Dear sister, I miss you so much :( take care there. Remember ur annoying little sister here. Cant wait for you to come back. :( I love u sis!! Dont be sad. :) Find me kayy.. We chat.. !!

Doing Good, Speaking Good, Showing Good Heart. 三好 :D

2009-11-01T19:56:00.000-08:00

Hey guyss. Stopped blogging for quite some time. Everything went quite well this few weeks. Exams? Finish oredy. Heheh. Just waiting for results. Hope they'll be "OKAY". Heehehe. Recently, I've been watching this drama "Beyond the Realm of Conscience : 宮心計" Damnnn so nice.. Hahaha. The drama's setting is loosely inspired by the popular Korean drama Jewel in the Palace. Which was fun. I did watch but I didnt finish the movie -_- . Hahahaha. I am like damn addicted to 宮心計. Gyla siok owh. Hahaha. All the actress are like damned pretty.. The actors are hot? Hahaha. Guess so. Not all la hot. Only Kevin Cheng and Moses Chan. hahaha xD Siok!! Hahaha. G2g guyss. Maybe gonna watch the movie my bestie borrowed me. 1litreoftears. ^^ Sad movie. Before that, some pictures. Hehehe

Leng Luissss.!!><

Angels are Watching Over Me Tonight.

2009-10-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hushh a bye babyy, on a tree top.. My intro for this blog (: Don't know why nowadays i'm a little dreamy and I love this kind of nursery songs. Sooo relaxing.. Makes me feel relaxed. Calmed. I feel serene and really slowwww. Because the songs are like slowwwww but I like them as much as I like myself. Hahha.

Emmm, so now.. My mind is all about nursery rhymes. Nursery rhymes and nursery rhymes. I know its childish. Well for me its not. (: Its kinda addictive. Seriously. I love the star light star bright rhyme. That one is the coolest for me / now. Haha. Haven't found any other rhymes that can beat star light star bright ^^This topic is kinda random =p

Nursery Rhyme & History

Nursery rhyme of "Starlight star bright" with American history
The lyrics to the "Starlight star bright" rhyme are believed to be of late 19th century American origin and the words allude to the fantasy that you can wish upon a star. This "Starlight star bright" poem has no doubt been used on many occasions to quieten a child or children ready for bedtime as they look out of the window waiting to see "Starlight star bright" - the very first starlight!

Kinda true. Always used in cartoons I used to watch last time. =) Exams are coming soonn. ): I hope it ends as soon as possible but yet, I'm not ready. I always wanted to study but there's always something that will tempt me and at the end of the day I somehow... Regret for not studying. I'm sad. I can't fight the temptations. I want to and must have to study xD Help me! Argh! I'm tryingggg my best. I haven't even done my folio. -_- This is sad la. No time already. Cannot play. Cannot. Cannot. I'm fighting temptations. Trying my best. I hope god can help me. ^^ Yeah, i'm helping myself too okay? I cant fight this alone. Must be with the help my god. HEhehehe. Wish me luckkk. PMR is around the corner. Good Luck to all my friends who are facing it yea. ^^ Do your best =p

Signing off guys. ><>

I see the moon, and the moon sees me, god bless the moon, and the moon bless me!

sam

Fallin For You.

2009-09-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

Lalalala.. Heheee. This years raya is the best raya ever (: Went to so many houses. ^^ Had great fun! Memorable and one word priceless (: Sort of coppied that word from my sista. Hahaha. But never mind la. What are sisters for xD Sooo emm.. Lately, I've been addicted to Taylor Swift. -_- I have no idea why. But shes just soo pretty. I cant stand it =/ Not that im in love with her or something. Just that, she somehow look like a barbie doll. So cute ^^Yeahhh, im also addicted to Fallin for you by Colbie Caillat. She's soo damn beautiful too. They both are soo pretty. Heehehe.

Lilili..Lalalaa. So im hiding, what i'm feeling but im tired of holding this inside my head. I've been spending all my time just thinking bout you. I don't know what to do, i think im falling for youuu.. <3

Guess this is all agaiin. hehee. Cyah guyss. SIgning off.

Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight.

sam.

News? =p

2009-09-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Blog has been dead for ahwhile. Hehehe. But don't worry. Its alive again. My birthday just passed. This will be the last birthday with my sister ( AUDREY CHEONG PUI MUN). I mean the last before she leaves to Perth next year. =( Gonna miss her? =p yeahh yeahh. Admit it sam. Hahaha. I am admiting it =p. Im one year older. =( No no. I dont wanna grow up. Blekk =p. Sooooo emmmm.. Lately, I've been level-ing my WoW character. Well hehehe. Cant really play. Only got to lvl 74. Why? Connection sucks. =.= cant even log in my character now. =.= . I really dont know what to say now! Hahaha. Guess I'll update again soon. Thats all guys. Tata. Signing off for now (:

sam

Appreciate her.

2009-08-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

Why is she so important to her? Why does everything she says influence her? Does what she say really affect her that much?.. Sometimes, when she asks her that question... Wondering what question?..

"Who's first in your heart?" She really cant answer her question. Maybe because she don't know. Humans are like that. They won't know how to appreciate until it's gone or until you lose it. No matter how hard she tried to appreciate her, there's always something/one who she thinks about before her. Yes, she is taking things for granted. She's trying her best. But it she just can't help herself. She hurt her real bad. She made tears rolled down her cheeks. She promised not to. She broke all her promises to her. She's such a jerk. She even did something that was really wrong. You guys know what? Broke her heart. Ouch. Her heart shattered into pieces. Millions of pieces. Maybe she's the only "true friend" she has. However, she's not treating her like one. She's not with her when she really needs her. She's like "stone-ing" when she's telling her how she feels etc. She's such a cold blood animal. A typical one. Not worth to be called a "human"

She's really sorry for what she had done. As she said, she can't help herself.

Guyss. Thats a story told by someone. "Anonymous" Hmm... Btw, I am told this story is not about lesbians. Well this is my personal point of view of this so called story.

Maybe she really loves her. But she doesn't know. Because that feeling is hidden deep down inside her heart. She can't show it because she doesn't even know. Maybe one day she will notice that she really love her. Maybe "her" will think that she loves that something/one more than her. One day, when that something/one breaks or when it suddenly disappears. Maybe then she will know what she means in her heart because when that thing disappears. She is there for her. She's there to comfort her. Or maybe that time. She's the one who ignores her (who ignored her at first) And she will feel what she feels.

Its kinda complicated. Lol. I dont know if you understand. =( hmhm.. well. thats all for now. singing off.

sam.

Do miracles really happen? Well, Im hoping for one.

2009-08-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

I awfully miss the times we used to share together. Where sh* always understands me, thinks about me and im the one in h*r mind. I don't know how to describe this feeling of mine. Which is hurting me badly right now. I know its not only h*r who has changed. Im also changing. We both are. Last time, I always knew what were you thinking. Its like I could read your mind. But now? It's like everything I guessed is wrong. =( I know I hurt you by making you feel alone. Not being with you when you need me. I know. Its my fault. Im really sorry for everything. I can't help myself. I can't stop my heart from wanting me to do it. Im trying very hard to stop myself from doing that to you. Maybe I got a counterattack. You are doing what I did to you before. As time past, we're not close. When we meet each other, we or maybe I don't feel the warmth that we felt last time. Before all this crap happened..

Now I sit alone in this quiet room of mine. I recall all our memories together. Bitter moments. Sweet moments. Sour moments. All this moments we have been through together. All this challenges. But now, just for some typical lameass ***. Don't tell me our frie**s**p will just end like this. I dont want it to end like this. This matter has reached a juncture. Im afraid that one day, people will say this to me, "Hey sam, whats h*r hp number? I saw h*r in UK with another person. Why isn't sh* with you? blablabla." and I must answer " Idontknow. Sh*s not close to me anymore". This is not the answer I want to answer. If this really happens. I think my heart will be shattered in pieces because sh*'s one of gods greatest gift to me and I can lose he* just like that. Omg. I cant imagine this. I dont wanna think. I dont even wanna try to make it happen. Just hoping for a miracle to happen...

Cant describe this crappy feeling of mine. Dont even want to describe it. This is all some crappy stuff. All crapppppssss!!

Guyssss siging off. Hope sh* does reads this. and.. thats all

samm

No aim or reason. Just a random post.

2009-08-09T05:18:00.000-07:00

Guysss. This question suddenly pass through my mind in a glimpse when I was thinking of what topic to blog. Why were humans created? I googled it up. Then the suggetions was " Why were humans on Earth" Great question. So I googled that instead.

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THE ANSWER IN WIKIANSWER.

To ask philosophical questions

Because if humans weren't around, there would be no one to ask What is the meaning of life?

Answer

There are human's on Earth because of a semantic identification of ourselves as humans and this planet as Earth. Silicon based fluorine breathers on a planet circling Sirius could ask a very similar question about themselves. The answers for both questioners would be the same: We evolved here, we are suited for the conditions here (not the other way around)

We serve no higher purpose than to exist.

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Hmm. I dont know much about this topic. Hahaha. Thats the answer. So I must think of another topic. Yes, lets talk about people in my life. Hehehe. Firstly..

MY DADDY ~

He's my dad. A cool one. He's kind at times. Cute sometimes xDDDDDD Although, he does nag alot. But I appreciate him as my kind daddy! Luvhim.

MY MUMMY ~

She's a beautiful person. Hehehe. She gets angry really fast. But its really for my own good. hahaha. She's a kind and loving mommy. =P lovemymommy. hehe.

MY KOKO~

He's a... Good koko I guess? Sometimes he can be good. Depends on his mood. Hahah. A handsome koko for me xD He's the one who thought me how to play WorldofWarcraft (WoW) He thought me to do more research before buying anything. He scolded me at times. Hheee. He gets angry quite fast because im always annoying him! (24/7) Hhahaha. Anyways, lovemykoko too! hehe.

MY SISTA~

Pretty and cute girl. Hhehehe. She gets angry fast too. But shes a great person to talk too. Hahhaa. We really have gotten close since emm. Last year I think. Before that, we were not to say very close. Because I was annoying and irratating. Hahahaha. Everytime im bored at home, I will always run to her room and talk to her about random stuff. =P She's a cool sister. Great to share secrets with (although I don't really tell her all my secrets xD) hahaha. Overall, a really fun sister. lovehersoomuch!

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Wow~ I have no idea why her photo is soo big. Hahaha.

My BFF! BFF! BFF. arriantika muzni. Hhaha

ARRIAN~

Sooo, firstly. My childhood friend. A friend who knows me from up to down. She knows me very damned well. She's been through alot of things with me. I consider her my only true friend. She gets angry very fast too! But sometimes, she's the one who tolerates. She's a cute person. Has a freakingly funny attitude. We love to make jokes. She's a daring person too! Hahah. Kind at times. She knows all my secret. Knows what I love and what I hate. Sometimes, people will say, Wah sam and arrian. Both of you guys have the same attitude. Hahaha. Only people close to us knows that we are TOTALLY DIFFERENT. Thats why we are BFF. We share mostly everything. =) hehehe^^ iloveherverymuchy^^

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There is one more person. But nevermind. I dont wanna write about him/her here. Hahaha. I just leave that one person in my heart. Write about him/her in my heart. Hahahaha. No need to write here. xD I wont tell you who! So you don't have to guess. Hhahaha. Just forget about this. =PPPP

Wow~ after describing about these people. I just noticed. Most of them are hot tempered. Hahaha. Maybe because of my noisy and irritating attitude. They just can't stand me. Hhahaa. But one thing, I really love them. No one can replace them. In my life I have 1 mummy, 1 daddy, 1 koko, 1 jie jie and 1 bff and haha nothing.... Gosh this is another thing I just realized. I don't know how to say. Uhh, like "semua pun satu ja. tiada yg bole ganti" Understand? like. " 1 bro and 1 sis" Some people have no siblings. Some have only brothers but no sisters. Or vice versa. But me? I'm extremely lucky to have a complete life. I have what I want and what I need. Gosh~ I really have to be thankful to god. Cherish the moments of life. Treasure them. Put them in my heart. Never forget them. Love them always. =)

I am "SAMANTHA CHEONG PUI YEE" a girl who is lucky to have everything she desires. People usually call her by the name of SAM. My life has many colours. A colourfull life. Not a dull and boring life. Wuhu~ I LOVE MY LIFE. I LOVE GOD. I LOVE MY FAMILY. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. I LOVE THE WAY I LIVE. YEAHH baby yeahh. Hahhaa. Im getting crazy. Hey guys im going off to have my shower now. Cyahh. Signing off.

sam.

Will this last forever?

2009-08-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

Sometimes people tend to question themselves. Will this last forever? Will it? How long will this happiness last? When will it end and when will this happy story turn into a bitter ending? People.. At times, they will make mistakes. Nobody is always correct. Nobody is always wrong. If I sit down in my room alone. I will sometimes get my mind into thinking. Does happiness last forever? When will the happiness we face suddenly "pppoooffff". Be gone? Just like.. Emm. When our house blackout.

Goshh its already August. I really cannot believe. But, I cant stop time from passing through my life. I really have this feeling to blog about something. But I don't know what!! Hmm... Think think think think.

Is it possible for something really happy to last forever. I guess no. However, it can stay in your mind and heart forever. If you lose your memory. Maybe deeep deeep down at the bottom of your heart. You'll remember it. How long can you hate a person? Why do you even bother to hate them? Maybe because they did something which makes you feel annoyed. But if they already apologize. Why cant you accept. Is it really hard to forgive and forget? My answer : Yes.
At least, try to think positive. If you accept his/her apology. You wont loose anything right? It's hard. But you can at least try. Don't know. Well that's my own opinion. I admit that its really hard for myself to forgive people who hurt me or made me sad. But as time past, the angry feeling will slowly fade away. Hehehe. Well, ill continue next time. Bubyeee.

sam.

DJ Put It Back On!

2009-08-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

^^ DJ. Put it back oN! Gosh I just love that line. Hahahahah. =P I've been saying that for almost the whole day. Hehehe. SNSD Addiction! New song! Genie ( Tell Me Your Wish). Hehehe. Been youtube-ing. Watching their videos almost everyday. Soooo coool. Hahaha. Their pretayyyy n hawttt. =p Why must koreans be soo cute? They make me jealous. huhuhuh. xD Too bad im not a korean. If I am one. Maybe I have a chance to be cute. Hahahahahah. =P Btw, I just came back from Malacca. Just came back? No la. Long time ady. Hahahaha. I didnt update my blog. Bcoz? Lazy...! Hahahaha. Had great fun there.

Last day me and Arrian didnt sleep. We chit-chatted the whole time. Drank some... secret. Hahahaha. Played some cards. We didnt really play the cards. We.... Nvm. Only both of us know the meaning of the cards that we picked out. Something like lucky draw? Hahahah. Then when everyone was waking up. We did "SENAMAN PAGI". We both paling semangat. Hhahahaha.
Then in the bus I totally GG'ed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the airport also leyy. Thenn when I was in the plane. I slept like a typical pig! Hhahahahahahaha. Really. Was damned tired lo. Hehehehe.

Lazy wanna talk about that. Hahaha.^^ Quite lazy to type oredy now. Hahaha. So I guess thats all for now. Signing off!

sam.

My Deliverer.

2009-07-14T05:48:00.000-07:00

I was so helpless
Where did the light go
I had no hope left
Deep down in my soul
I was watchin'
I was waitin'
I was prayin'
I was stayin' down on my knees
That's right where You found me

My Deliverer, You rescued me from all that held me captive
My Deliverer, You set me free
Now I'm alive and I can live
So every moment I will give you praise
My Deliverer
Ooh my Deliverer

There's no pretending
I can't do it myself
I'm so dependent
Lord I need Your help
I'll be watchin'
I'll be waitin'
I'll be prayin'
I'll be stayin' down on my knees
That's right where You'll find me

My Deliverer, You rescued me from all that held me captive
My Deliverer, You set me free
Now I'm alive and I can live
And every moment I will give you praise

La la la la la I need You
You know whatever I'm goin' through
I'll be watchin'
I'll be waitin'
I'll be prayin'
I'll be stayin' down on my knees
That's right where You'll find me

My Deliverer, You rescued me from all that held me captive
My Deliverer, You set me free
Now I can live
My Deliverer, I'm no longer captive
My Deliverer, You gave Your life that I might live
So every moment I will give you praise
Yeah my Deliverer
I'm gonna give You praise
I'm gonna give You praise
My Deliverer

sam.

Turns out to be more than her.

2009-07-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

Many many more than her. Weird. Different than usual. Hurts others. Wont understand. Even a friend from young can do that. Is that a true friend? I really dont know. The road in front is so rough and I dont know whats coming next. A broken tree? Or maybe a storm? Am I gonna face it alone? Who do I have by my side? All these questions are running through my mind. Who is really a true friend ? Who is a faker instead? After this thing. I really oppened my eyes clearly. I finally realized who is really my friend. And in turns out to be mostly 90% of them are not. I cannot really describe how does this feel. Because its kinda bittersweet. Your happy for knowing, but sad coz the ones who you really trusted turns out to be... out. I've got a feeling this thing issin't going to end this fast.

"The rain may be falling hard outside, But your smile makes it all alright. I'm so glad that you're my friend. I know our friendship will never end."
-- Robert Alan

My oppinion : A friend is someone who you turn to when your in a big trouble. They will keep you company even if you call them at 2am in the morning. They are the
ones who really unlocked your hearts which was once full of bitterness. They are the person who you can trust all the time. You can share everything with them. They are there to give you advice. You can even go to the end of the world just to find something they need. They can do the same. Have you ever wondered? You think you can do that for your friend? You think for friend can do that for you? If they can. Congrats, he/she is your true friend. Well, thats my opinion. Its not 100% correct. Hehe.

Really hurt from the inside. Deeepp deepp downn of my heart. Its hurting me. Well, GOD is always with me. He will hear my weeps at night and one day he will come to me. I only have to wait.

Dear god, I really am hurting deep down inside. But you thought me to be strong. I know that YOU are always by my side. I dont know how long I can stand this. But, I will try my best. Because I know YOU. YOU ARE MY GOD. YOU love me with all your heart and YOU wont wanna see me hurt. (:

Isaiah 40:29
29 He gives power to the weak. He increases the strength of him who has no might.

The Lord is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life;
of whom shall I be afraid? —Psalm 27:1

You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. (Psalm 32:7-8)

Trust in the Lord and do good; so you will live in the land, and enjoy security. Take delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act. Be still before the Lord, and wait patiently for him. (Psalm 37:3-5, 7a)

Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)

Praise the Lord! Happy are those who fear the Lord. They are not afraid of evil tidings; their hearts are firm, secure in the Lord. Their hearts are steady, they will not be afraid. (Psalm 112: 1a, 7-8a)

For that, I am trying to be patient. To wait for the lord. HE will always love me and will NEVER abandon me.

sam

Lol im stupid.

2009-07-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

Im really stupid. Im stupid. Pathetic. I finally learned that only one person is always by my side. My BFF..! She is the only one. Who I really love. She is my long time childhood friend. For me, she will never betray me. Unlike other normal friends. Hahaa ? My BFF arrian. She will never misunderstand me. If she hear any stories about me talking bad about her or anything. She will straight away ask me face to face. Not straight away hate me or maybe jauhkan diri from me. I really love her. Deep down in my heart. There's something that always keeps me and her together. Maybe once in ahwhile we do fight. But, its really because we love each other. Thats why we fight. But in the end, we will still talk to each other. Theres always one who tolerate.

But others? When they hear stories about me. They will straight away change faces. It totally hurt me. I mean, this hour we were friends. The next? We were not even talking anymore. Have you ever imagined if someone did that to you? lol. Really ... I really **i*d for that. Maybe im not that close to her. But I dont know why. Maybe thats how hard a friend can hurt a friend. I cant describe it.

Arrian is always the greatest. She's there when I need her. She's here to love me and care for me. She always understands me. I really treasure my moments with her. Because shes my one and only best friend. Maybe one day we will go on our own paths. But I dont wanna think about that. Coz I am really starting to appreciate her. Not as in last time I dont. But now, its like. She gets in trouble? Im in it too. I dont wanna hurt her. I dont wanna see any tears rolling down her cheecks. Im not making all this shit up just for fun. I really mean it. I'm not exaggerating this. I really love her from the bottom of my heart. I want her to be happy. If she's happy. Then im happy. This is my love for a friend. Down time. But we're going up soon. Patience =)

Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, one will lift up his companion. But woe to him who is alone when he falls for he has no one to help him up.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 New King James Version

Isaiah 41:10
10 Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness.

Psalm 37:7-9
Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act. Don’t worry about evil people who prosper or fret about their wicked schemes. Stop being angry! Turn from your rage! Do not lose your temper—it only leads to harm. For the wicked will be destroyed, but those who trust in the Lord will possess the land.

Psalm 40:1
I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry,

Huhuh. Signing off..

sam.

IU Addiction!

2009-07-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

Guyss! Addicted to her!

She really rockks! I really love her voice! Omg. Hahahah. =P One more video.

Nice right?!! Heheheh!=) That's all for now! Heehehe. Bubyeee! Signing off!

sam.

Goodbye Perth! Goodbye Cold Weather! Goodbye 115/Fairway Road Nedlands!

2009-07-03T01:59:00.000-07:00

Heyssss! Im back in Malaysia (Labuan) Ahahaa. Tiring journey back here. Gosh. Lols. Hehehe. Yeah wait! I havent completed my journey. Remember? The last day in Perth? Yeah so im completing it here.

So finally koko woke up. Wait for him to get ready and stuff. Then off we go. We went to this French Café. nearby. Ate the french crêpe which was yummy. Delicious babeh! Ahahah. Then after that we went to Perth City. I bought something really really special. What is it? Tell ya later. Hhahaha =P Then we ate korean food!!! Yummy ? It was quite ok la. Hahaha but I liked it! Ehehe. Then we went home I guess. Until at night, we went for dinner at NorthBridge. Another chinese restaurant. =) Then went home. Took a shower. Slept for ahwhile. Morning around 3am. Woke up. And brushed my teeth and everything. Then wait for koko to wake up. He woke up and said 4am then we go airport. Hahaha. Yeah, and it was 4am that koko drove us. First we went to MCD. Drive thru! Hahaha cool. Then got our food. Ate breakfast in the car. What I ate a?Burger. Chicken Burger. Then off we go to the airport. Hehehehhh ^^ Really miss Perth! And enjoyed too ! (:

Heheheh. Thats my journey. AHhaha. Wish can go longer next time =) Heheheh. Signing off guys! Blog again later. Bubyeee!

sam.

Its just love but hate. =P

2009-06-28T18:34:00.000-07:00

Yoooooooo! Wasssuuppp blogggiieee! Hhaha. Im having great fun here. Hehehe. Will be going back to Malaysia tomorrow morning. (: Back in Labuan at night. I wanna go back. But dont want as well. Hmmm. Its fun here. The cold weather. The friendly people (not saying malaysia peeople aren't friendly) Hahaha. Just that, dunno. I like Perth alot. Hahahaha. Surely gonna miss Perth. But in the other hand, im quite exited to be back in Labuan. Coz I cant wait to meet my friends and family. =P Oryte! Enough of that. Now lets go through my journey in Perth.

On Friday night, I followed KoKo to his Cell Group. Hahaha. It was fun. (: Everyone was very friendly. Hehehe.

On Saturday morning. Emmmm. Cant really remember what we ate. Lol. I only remembered that we went to Swan Valley. We went to this chocolate factory and the chocolates there are delicious. YuMMy man!! I bought this chocolate milk which is yummy tooo! Hahaha. Then we went to this wine testing place. Daddy and koko tried the wine while I took random pictures of the place. Hhahaha. Then we went to Myers (dont really know how to spell that) Hhahaha. Ate food there and we were late! Late going where ? Going to the cinema of course. Hahahaa. We went and watched the Transformer : Revenge of the Fallen. It was fun. (i feel asleep in the middle of the movie) Hahaahah. Shhshh! and woke up when it was just about to finish. LOL! hahahahaha. I was sleepy bha that time. =P embarassing ehhh! Then at night we went to eat dinner with the church people at Uncle Billy's Chinese Food. Hehehe. It was real fun too! After that, went home and sleeeepppppppppppp. Hehehehee.

On Sunday, we woke up abit early and someone fetched me and dad to the Church. We were there for the service and Barbara Chan was there. She gave us a 'ceramah" lol. About god is in the market place. It was okok la. Learned some stuff (: Hehehe. Then when the service finished we went for lunch at emm. Dont know where. hahaha. Me, koko and daddy ate the Vietnamese Food. Hhahah. Mine was very delicious. Dont know about theirs. Hehehe. Then we went home. Koko slept for soooo long. So I took the time to chat with my BFF arrian, mummy and many other people. Soooo, then it was dinner. We went to eat steak. =P mine wasn't that tasty. LOL! Then koko help me buy the Bubble Tea. Hehehe. Nice eh =P After that went home and sleeepppppppppppp!

Today? Havent even started anything coz koko still sleeping. LOL! I just finished showering btw.

Hahaha. Soooo I guess thats all for now. Signing off for now!

sam.

Having great fun here.

2009-06-26T02:36:00.001-07:00

Guyysss, safely arrived at Perth yesterday morning. Hehehe. Was so damned tired. OmG. Hahaha. So yesterday, me and my dad arrived at KL around 2pm. Cz flight delayed. Like shit. Hahaha. Then me and my dad went to Bukit Bintang to do some shopping. Bought some stuff. =p spend alottttt of moneyyyyy. Alotttt im teeliinnggg youuu!! ahaha. Then around 11..30pm boarding. Haha. Reach Perthh early in the morning. Then koko come and fetch us. Went back. We unpacked our stuff and went breakfast at this waffle shop? Waffle with meet ar? I also not sure. Hahahaah. So full owh. Then we went home. Then we all TOTALLY GG'ed. Hahahaha. Me and my dad slept around 5 hours. From 11am - 4pm. OMG huh? Hahahahah. Coz in the plane cannot sleep properly. Then we went for dinner at IKEA. The sweedish meetballs sooo yummy man!! Im telling you. When im back. Im gonna be like sooooo fatttt. Hahahaa. This morning we all go Northbridge. Ate dimsum. Yummmyyyyy. Especially the fried squid. =P After that, went walking around Harbour Town and I end up buying another converse jacket. I bought my first one last year. Hahaha. At the same place. Now, I wanna collect more converse jackets. I only got two now. One pink and the other purple. Hehehehe. Wahh, then we go around Perth. Go see houses. Yeah, and I forgot to mention!! Its soooo colldddd heree! Im frreeezziinnggg! Hahaha. While my bro was driving, we saw mannyyy mannyyy sport cars. Hahaha. =p=p Went for lunch? Around 3 or 4 like that la. At Frementle. Wuuu~ We ate fish and muscles. Im damend full right now. Hahahahaa. Then went home lo. =p=p Totally enjoying now! Hahahaaxx =p Kayh lorh. Thatss all for nowwwwwwww! Signninngg offff. Lalalaala. Lilili. Lolololol. Lelelele.

sam.

In an hour.

2009-06-23T18:19:00.000-07:00

Im off to KL around 10.40 am later. OMGoshh! Hahaha. Then off to Perth at midnight. OMGooooshhhh!!! Hope this will be a safe trip. Hehehee. =) Cant wait to reach Perth. Hahaha. Shhooopppiinnnnggggg! Wakakaka^^ dont be jealous LOL! jk~ Window shopping larh. Ahaha. Blerr=p Soo thats all. Just wanna keep my blog updated =) hehehehe. Until then, signing off now!

sam.

Winter Love. Im addicted O_O !

2009-06-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

Winter Love (Japanese)

冬の妖精たちが輝き舞い降りてくる
何もすることないから　笑顔の写真　くちづけた
約束した映画の長い列に　二人してもう　並ぶことはないの？
だけど　心はそばにいるから
友達にも miss you　もう二度と戻れない

あなたが好きで会いたくてキスが
百億の雪を伝うの
どこかで偶然に巡り会える日まで
忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？
ずっと　忘れない…

たった一人ぼっちの　自分に気づいた瞬間
本当の寂しさがね溢れてはまた込み上げる
人を愛すそんな想いを　今
大切だって　忘れないって思う
このアドレスを何度かえても
その声も夢も私を離れないの
時が流れて　違う恋しても
あなたを想い出すでしょう
出會えた運命が　交わしたぬくもりが
「あなたで良かった」って　心から言えるよ
いつか逢えるまで …

未來は can't stop　やって来る
悲しいほどはやく forever
幸せだって傷付いたって
誰かを愛する時 just alive

あなたが好きで会いたくてキスが
百億の雪をつたうの
どこかで偶然に巡り会える日まで
忘れなくても baby　好きでもいいですか？
ずっと　忘れない…

Winter Love ( Romanized Japanese)

fuyu no youseitachi ga kagayaki maiorite kuru
nani mo suru koto nai kara egao no shashin kuchidzuketa
yakusoku shita eiga no nagai retsu ni futari shite mou narabu koto wa nai no?
dakedo kokoro wa soba ni iru kara
tomodachi ni mo miss you mou nido to modorenai

anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...

tatta hitoribocchi no jibun ni kidzuita shunkan
hontou no sabishisa ga ne afurete wa mata komiageru
hito wo aisu sonna omoi wo ima
taisetsu datte wasurenai tte omou
kono ADORESU wo nando kaete mo
sono koe mo yume mo watashi wo hanarenai no

toki ga nagarete chigau koishite mo
anata wo omoidasu deshou
deaeta unmei ga kawashita nukumori ga
"anata de yokatta" tte
kokoro kara ieru yo
itsuka aeru made...

mirai wa can't stop　yatte kuru
kanashii hodo hayaku forever
shiawase datte kizutsuita tte
dare ka wo aisuru toki just alive

anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...

Winter Love ( English Translation )

As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you

Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream

Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again

We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you..

You guys should check out this video =) Im really addicted to this song. I keep repeating it. Until more than 10 times. OMG! hahaha ! Really nice. Dont know bout ya'll. But I really love this song! Hehehehe. Flying to Perth this Wednesday. KL in the morning. Perth midnight. Gonna mish everyone here! But gonna enjoy as well. Hahahaa. 50/50 la. Soo dont forget to check out the song. Oh yeah! To all the fathers in this world. Happy Father's Day. Including my beloved dad (:Happy papas day ! <3 Hehehe signing off for now.

sam.

The sand or pebbles on a shore 2.

2009-06-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

Here are the pictures (: ehehe.

Heheehe kick kick kick =p

Writing something (:

Lol! =p

Hehehe..

Ready!! hahaha nice ??

Last shot for the day. Hahaa

Will remember this date. 060609..! Great day. Great time. Enjoyed it ! =P Signing off for now guys! =p

sam.

Winter Love.

2009-06-12T05:27:00.000-07:00

Guyss!! Been youtube-ing the WHOLE DAY. OMG. Cant believe it myself. Lol. I was watching korean videos. Emm, boA , SNSD, DBSK and Jang Ri In. I was watching this Timeless video live. Jang Ri In and Xiah Jun Su singing the song live in Thailand. Then suddenly this Jang Ri In's voice cracked. I was like OMG! Laughing like shi*. Hahahahah. But I know its not good la laughing like that. If I sing I think it will be worse. Lol. Coz the song very high. Hhahaha. But I cant help my self. Funny la! Now im addicted to BoA's songs. Nice. Especially Winter Love and Best Friend. Nice owh. Sooo im gonna continue youtube-ing now. Cyahss. Signing off for now...

sam

To Recall Past Experiences and Memories.

2009-06-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

Was just listening to some songs. Then suddenly listened to some old songs. Remembered about the past. Hahaha. Time passes by really fast. Really fast. I didnt even notice it was already in the middle of the year. I finished my first semester exam. Wow~ Fast owh. Songs by Clazziquai reminds me of my bro. Lol. When he was back in Labuan last year. Hahaha. Hmmmmhmm. Im really growing. I wasnt this tall last time. Now quite tall oredy. Hahah. My hair abit different. Btw, just got a haircut on Tuesday. Not much difference. My hair got abit shorter and more thin. Hahahaha. Im really bored and my brain is blank. Like a piece of blank A4paper. I dont know what to write about now. Hahahahx. I guess ill end here. Hahahax. Kay signing off for now (:

sam

Dear Mom.

2009-06-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

Dear Mom

Korean Lyrics [translated]

오늘은 왠지 힘들고 지쳐
for some reason i’m worn out and tired
베개를 끌어안은 채 혼자 방안에 남아
remaining alone in my room, hugging a pillow

전화길 만지작거리는 나의 마음이
touching my phone, my heart is
웬지 오늘따라 외로운거죠
for some reason lonely today

갑자기 울린 전화에 놀라
frightened by the sudden ringing of my phone
밥 먹었는지 걱정하는 엄마 목소리가
my mother’s worried call asking me if i’ve eatten

귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은 다른걸
those normally annoying words are different today
잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요
those forgotten promises are being remembered.

마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
I’ll become a person with a beautiful heart
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요
become a person who is selfless

엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
i’ll protect the expectations from mother’s love
나와 꿈을 함께 나누던 내 머릴 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나
i think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만 아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠
though i’ve made hurtful, wrong choices you silently watched over me from behind
서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요 엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를
though a young and ‘innocent’/ not yet fully understanding child, i think i
understand now, the meaning behind mother’s silent prayers

마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요 same translation as above
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요 same translation as above

엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요 same as above
나와 꿈을 함께 나누던 내 머리를 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나 same as above

어떡하죠 아직 작은 내 맘이
what do I do, my yet small heart

엄마의 손을 놓으면 혼자 잘할 수 있을지
will it do well without holding mothers hand

아직 부족한 것 같아 난 두려운 걸요
i fear/am weary because I still lack so much
지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요 나에게 용기를 줘
i’ll become a wise mother’s daughter, give me the strength/confidence
어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요
i’ll become a praiseworthy daughter no matter where I go

엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요 same as above
한없이 보여준 사랑만큼 따스한 맘을 가질게요
I’ll become a heart that is warm as the unconditional love you’ve shown me
수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠
I was shy and couldnt often express,

엄마 정말로 사랑해요
that mother, i really love you.

Hey guys. Found another beautiful song by SNSD. Actually i knew this song for quite some time. But suddenly got mood to post this song on my blog. So enjoy it (: Btw, dear mom ! iloveyou! hehehe.

sam

Heaven.

2009-06-06T11:27:00.000-07:00

Jessica & Tiffany - Heaven

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We bin down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've bin waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

Guys im addicted to youtube-ing. Fun! Hahaha! Got this nice song. The original singer is Bryan Adams. Im trying to find the version that Jessica and Tiffany of SNSD/Girls's generation sang. But cant find. T.T sad! hahaha! Listened to Avenged Sevenfold's songs too. Very nice also. Dear god and Seize the day. Hehehe. =) dont mind me posting lots and lots of youtube videos. Hahaha. Ill be spending my holidays doing this. Hahaha! Until then. Cyahs

sam~

林峯 - 如果時間來到 / Raymond Lam Fung - If Time Comes

2009-06-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

就讓劇情來預告地設與天造
(jau yeung ket ching loi yu goh, dei chit yu tin jo)
Let’s preview from the drama; everything matches
他配合你誰亦看好
(ta piu hap nei, shui yik hon ho)
He matches you; everyone loves it
就像突然明白到就算傾慕
(jau jeung dak yin ming bak doh, jau suen king mo)
Suddenly understanding; even though envying
退出了沉默更好
(tui chuet liu, chum mak gan ho)
Backing out; silence is better
太想走近竟使我放慢腳步
(tai sheung jau kan, ging si ngor fong maan gurk bo)
A strong desire to walk closer, even though I’m walking slowly
人越近傷心更早
(yan yuet gan sheung sam gan jo)
Ones who walk closer will be hurt faster

准我用情歌如泣如訴
(juen ngor yung ching gor, yu yap yu soh)
Allow me to use a love song; to pour out my heart
未說的話留在萬呎天牢
(mei suet dik wah, lau joi maan chek tin lo)
The words I haven’t said; leave it in the sky miles away
我太驕傲情願用笑聲代愁雲密佈
(ngor tai giu oh, ching yuen yung siu sing, doi sau waan mak bo)
I’m too proud; Much rather use laughter to replace the gloomy clouds
不講一聲的愛是最好
(but gong yat sing dik oi si jui ho)
An unspoken love is the best
請記住時間如果來到
(ching gei ju si garn yu gwor loi doh)
Please remember the time, if it comes
就要止步求別做笑話失足跌倒
(jau yiu ji bo, kau bit jo siu wa sat jok dit doh)
Must halt; pleading not to be a joke when I fall
踏上出路來讓暫借的還回誰共抱
(darp shang chuet lo, loi yeung jarm je dik waan wui shui gung poh)
Stepping onto the road; coming to borrow; who do I have left to embrace?
轉身必須比眼淚更早可惜你未知道
(juen sang bit shui bei ngaan lui gan jo, hor sik nei mei ji doh)
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; too bad you don’t know

沒幸運同偕共老沒有虛度
(moot hang waan tung hai gung lo, moot yau hui doh)
No fortune to be together forever
愛不疚難度更高
(ooi but gau, naan doh gan goh)
Loving with no regrets; The difficulty is more challenging
最傷的夜星光會繼續引路
(jui sheung dik yeah, sing gwong wui gai juk yaan lo)
On the most hurtful night, the starlight will continue to guide me
沉默亦可感覺到
(cham mak yik hor gam gok doh)
Silence can be felt as well

准我用情歌如泣如訴
(juen ngor yung ching gor, yu yap yu soh)
Allow me to use a love song; to pour out my heart
未說的話留在萬呎天牢
(mei suet dik wah, lau joi maan chek tin lo)
The words I haven’t said; leave it in the sky miles away
我太驕傲情願用笑聲代愁雲密佈
(ngor tai giu oh, ching yuen yung siu sing, doi sau waan mak bo)
I’m too proud; Much rather use laughter to replace the gloomy clouds
不講一聲的愛是最好
(but gong yat sing dik oi si jui ho)
An unspoken love is the best
請記住時間如果來到
(ching gei ju si garn yu gwor loi doh)
Please remember the time, if it comes
就要止步求別做笑話失足跌倒
(jau yiu ji bo, kau bit jo siu wa sat jok dit doh)
Must halt; pleading not to be a joke when I fall
踏上出路來讓暫借的還回誰共抱
(darp shang chuet lo, loi yeung jarm je dik waan wui shui gung poh)
Stepping onto the road; coming to borrow; who do I have left to embrace?
轉身必須比眼淚更早可惜你未知道
(juen sang bit shui bei ngaan lui gan jo, hor sik nei mei ji doh)
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; too bad you don’t know
轉身必須比眼淚更早彷彿你亦知道
(juen sang bit shui bei ngaan lui gan jo, hor sik nei mei ji doh)
Turning my back must be quicker than letting my tears out; or else you’ll know

Guys, was just youtube-ing. Searched videos about Raymond Lam. Saw this MV. Its his new single. Enjoy it.Btw, copied the lyrics from a page. Haha I cant read chinese. So gotta read the pin yin. Hahaa. For those who can read chinese. You guys can help yourself. Hehehehe. Until then. Bye^^

sam

The sand or pebbles on a shore.

2009-06-06T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hey guys again. Today? Another thrilling and great day. Hahaah! This time me and ARRIAN! We went to the beach for awhile. Played around. Then went back to UK. Sat at Zipangu. Then around 4.45pm Mummy called. So I went home and first thing I did was on the PC and I started blogging. Heheee! Im happy (: Im still enjoying every part of my life. As usual. Im going to cherish these memories. I will try to remember my pleasant childhood memories always and forever. (: Thanks everyone for making my childhood times feel sooo complete. Still going to write down many many more experiences next time. Hehe. When I read this back. I think this will make me have a big smile on my face. Hahah enough of this. I will post some pictures on the next blog post. Hahaha. Signing off for now yeah? bUrbYe!

sam

Experience With Joy.

2009-06-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

Guys! Im back. Today I went lepaks again! Hahaha! This time went with my sis. We went to UK. Meet Lisa and Anim. Sat at Zipangu for 1 or 2 hours. Then Lisa had to go. After that, me, my sis and Anim went to the beach. Hehehe (: We all had fun there. Climbed trees. Hahaha. "berjiwang wokk!" hahaha ;) . Took some pictures. Haahahah =) Yeah, promised to post up some pictures for yesterday. Here are they :)

Uiseh~~! Arrian bha i2. haahaha. Mahal 2 senyuman. Cute bha!

Allan, pegang apa 2? Surat cinta? Ask him la. Hahaha. Berjiwang wa dia!

Grace peace. Cute bha dia! (;

Allan...! Bahaya i2. Hahahaha!

Allan again! Hahah he lost..! Dont be sad wahh~

Picture of the day. Taaddaa~ arrian n me!

Thats all for June 04 2009. Now im gonna post pictures of today (:

Animm! Panjat pokok! Hahaah!

Animm againnN! Berjiwang wahh~ Hehehe..

Meee! LOL..! Look soo .. Nevermind! Hahaha! Lol. Hard eh wanna go up. Look very easy right? Eh! Not easy one. Hehehe=p

Thats all. 3 pics only T.T. But its okay right? A picture is worth a thousand words. Hahahah! Enjoying the moments of my life. (: Will remember them. So thats all for now. Tata. Signing off mans and womans. Hahaha!

sam~

Satisfying Desire.

2009-06-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hey fellow blog readers. Im back. =) Gosh im happy today. We went to UK. As you guys know why lah. Lepaks man! We went to Zipangu with Allan. Then Grace came. Then we sat there talking. Chit chatting. Haha. I drank this Choc Vanilla. Yummy! Hahah too bad didnt take the pic. Hahaha ;) Got take some pics just now. Will post next time. Hehehe. Yeah, so we sat there (ZIPANGU) for an hour or so. Hahaaha. Played the UNO thingy. Hahahax. Then me and Arrian went to X-zone. Bought some stuff. Hahaha. Then lepaks around UK. Then? Back to Zipangu. I drank this capuchino ice shake thingy. Hahhaa. Arrian drank the Choc Vanilla. Hahaha. Then we sat there and made lots and lots of noise. Like a bunch of... Nothing la. Hahaha forget about that. We sat there for around half an hour. Then we walked around AGAIN! Finally, her bro called and she went home. GOODBYE GOODBYE GODD FRIEND GOODBYE. COZ NOW ITS TIME TO GO! tearing :'( hahhaha. JK~ Lame eh? I know. Sighs. Haha. Btw, nowadays.. Im really addicted to Youtube-ing. Watching SNSD's videos. Wow~ its like. OMG! Time pasts soo fast. Hahaha. Arghh! I just realized. Holidays are over SOON! Sad. But good also la. Wont be a rotten apple at home. LoL! Hahaha! Hmm. I dunno what to write oredy. So thats all. Signing off for now.
Byebye!

sam

Mownin! Oops?! haha

2009-06-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

Heyaaa! MowniN! ooops? its 11.30am. I just woke up? Yeah. Around 10.48am. Heheheh! Well, just suddenly got this feeling to blog. So im blogging. But I have no idea what to blog. Coz its still morning. Not yet even come to the end of the day. I already wanna blog. Hahaha. So last night, I slept around 1++. Coz I was addicted to this SNSD (so nyeoh shi dae). Or girls generation. Same lah! Hahaha. Watching the funny stuff they were doing. They were like singing with their helium voices! So cute! Hen ke ai owh! Kawaii! Gwi yeo weo! Hahahax! I love them..!! Oh yeah! And last night, around 12++ I kept telling Arrian. "Bha k la, i wanna sleep dy" Hahahaa. Then she was like. "Ok". Then I didn't go off straight away. I listened to some songs and I opened youtube!! And I continued telling her the same thing over and over. Hahahahahaha! At last. I went to sleep around 1++am. =) Hmmmhmm. Im wondering. Why are people so arrogant sometimes? Why must they talk bad about people behind their backs? or in other words. Backstabbing! Really. It hurts others. Although, I myself maybe will do that sometimes. Yeah, I admit it. (Just cant stop myself) Hahaha! shhshhh! They think their soooo pretty. I know, nobody is ugly. I didnt say that their ugly. My point is, everyone is the same la. God created us all with hair, mouth, ears, eyes, hands, legs and many more. We all also got la. If lets say we dont have legs. But god gave us a special abillity to do something. God is fair. He created everyone with their own special features. Sooo nobody is ugly okay? LoL. Sometimes makes me pissed off la. Ehh, shes soo ugly. Im prettiest. =.= Nice meh say like that to people? I mean, Like la she's soooooo #$%^&* pretty. Sometimes people like this not say no good la. But just. Nevermind la. I don't know how to write it out eh. Lols!!
I got no comment la about people like that. Sometimes good also they like that. Sometimes might hurt people's feelings. They should understand. Say these kind of things in the right time. Not saying im not like that. I don't know la whether im like that or not. Sooo, yeah. Guess thats all for now about THAT thing. Hehe =) Soo, back to the topic. Emm? Whats the topic again? LOL! Nevermind la. Hahaha. Later then I blog again. Tata bloggies. Signing off for now

sam

1,2,3,4

2009-05-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. My exams? Finished oredy. Yeah btw, I 100% did NOT follow my rules. Hahaha I know. Its. Not good. But I just cant help myself. My $%^&*() attitude. Later lah. Later lah. Later lah. Later later until finish exam also still like this. Hahaha no use. =p oh yeah! I subscribed my WoW. And connection? Sucks like $%^&*( lagging. I mean lagging! OMG I HATE LAGS. Hehe. My bffs bday just passed. So shes officially 13. OLD GURL OREDY ! As for me? Im still young young 12 years old. Im getting to 13 on SEPTEMBER 17! Remember that bloggers! haha. Happy Belated Birthday Arrian! Soo. We went to UK 2 celebrate. In school, she got wet my US! (: Here are some the pictures =)

Bday girl wet. Thanks to us! hahaha!

Me and bday girl (:

Hahahaahahaaha! Yeahh ! We were NOT supose to step on it. =p

Hahahahah (: another PEROSAK LANDSCAPE! HAHAHAHHAHA!

A shot of the cute bday gurl under a HOT HOT HOT sun! haha

Its me! (: somehow, I look like a pig. lol!

Yeah so that are all the pictures. Hehehe (: I bought something for her birthday. What did I buy? Something la. Hahahaha. Kay larh. Thats all for now. Im gonna go play WoW! blerr. Signing off for now.

sam~

Sorry =(

2009-05-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

=( I promised to follow my new rules right. But somehow I cant. Coz in my heart its like. Owh I still have next week. So maybe im gonna like wait till next week then start it. Hee! Sorry! =p

sam~

Feelings that are indescribable.

2009-05-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

Guys guys guys. Today is mothers day. YEAH! FIRST ONE TO WISH MY BELOVED MUMMY! Hahaha. Hmmm. Went to eat dinner at GRAND DOORSET. yummy ! im full! Not to say very very full. Hehe. How to say ar? Ngam ngam la. =p. Sigh. Have this indescribable feeling of mine. Confused. :( grrrrr.. Really hate it. Feels like. I dunno. Its indescribable. Really. Deep down in my heart. Its like happy but sad? I dunno. Its a really really deep feeling of mine. Gosh getting EMO! hahaa. Trying to get rid of this weird feeling. Dont mind me repeating what I say. Hahaha =p. Goshhh really owh. Hard to describe. Really makes me EMO! haha. I don't know its a good feeling or bad. I reckon its a bad one. Coz it make me EMO! (common sense eh? ) =p Sighhh. **takes a deep breath** Im wondering. Why suddenly got this feeling? I also don't know eh. EMO EMO EMO EMO! Tearing? No la. Its just that. This feeling really really weird. Dont ask why. Coz I also cant find a suitable answer to answer this question. Hmmmm. Just wishing GOD will help me. I know he will. God is always with me. And he loves me. He's always here for me. Please forgive me god if I have done anything that broke ur heart. I promise to try to not break ur heart anymore. Maybe only god will understand this feeling. I REALLY LOVE GOD AND MY FAMILY. I mean I LOVE THEM LOADS. This christian songs really make me feel like "WOW I SHOULD APPRECIATE EVERYTHING I HAVE" but. I dont know how. I mean. Im not a. Very good person after all. Maybe I should try be a good one. Try the fight all the feelings of hatred towards people in me. The ugly attitude of selfishness. Another ugly attitude which is looking down on people. Thinking their stupid. I think this will make me more beautiful from the inside. I know that god is fair. He gives everyones abilities and disabilities. Hmm. I must fight the SATAN inside myself. Have more patience when im doing something. Cooperate with people. Dont always rely on people. Be independent. Dont be toooo proud. Many many more. Hehehe. Yeah, enough of this emo posts sam...! haha. BTW, my mid year exams are just around the corner. Hehe. Next next week. Which is the 25th of May till the 29th of May. Guess what? I haven't even started studying. Im sooo lazy. But at the same time im worrying. Whether I can pass my exams. Start from tomorrow I MUST discipline my self...!! Just for two weeks sam. I know you can do it!! Okay this is my new rules.

● MUST I MEAN MUST BY BOOKS FOR REVISION TOMORROW

● ONLY CAN ONLINE FOR 1 1/2 HOURS PER DAY

● NO MORE FRIENDSTER

● NO MORE SLEEPING FOR 3 HOURS. ONLY CAN SLEEP FOR 1 1/2 HOUR

● CANNOT SLEEP LATE AT NIGHT. 10.30 MUST BE ON MY BED BY HOOK OR BY CROOK

● MUST FINISH MY LIMPAHAN DARAH DI SUNGAI SEMUR BY THIS TUESDAY

● STUDY STUDY STUDY ! NOTHING ELSE. EXCEPT 8.30 - 10.15 PM. MAYBE ILL STUDY WHILE WATCHING TV.

● NO MORE GAMING

● NO CURI TULANG SAMMIE!

Soo, thats my new rules which will start tomorrow and end on 29th of MAY! Only 2 weeks dear lil sammie. Hehe. Pray for me guys. I need to straighten up my self. I mean be more strict and fight the SATAN in my body! Hehehe! HOPE ILL LOVE MY NEW RULES! Guess thats all for now. Signing Off

SaM~

Pachelbel Canon in D

2009-05-08T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hehe. Im addicted to Pachelbel Canon in D. So calming and relaxing. Hahaha. Especially when its played in harp. Omg so nice! haha! The moment I first listened to this song. I immediately fell in love with it. =p=p Really! Im not joking! Yeah, got nothing to say besides that. LOL ! Just came stopped by here to share with you guys this version of cannon in D!

Pachelbel Canon in D Harp

Thats all for now. Im a CANON IN D LOVER ! Hahaha. Ooppps! But wait! Chopin Nocturne OP.9 No.2 ! Also nice owh! Hehe. Love these types of songs. Hehehe.

Chopin Nocturne Op.9 No.2

Thats all for now. Signing off. ^^

Sam~

Happy and happy.

2009-05-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

So today, went to school as usual. Then "PERHIMPUNAN" teacher gave us our trophy. Hehe. Nothing special happened at school. Early morning our KH/Maths teacher didnt came in. Haha. Then suddenly Yazid called me and Arrian to help teacher for the "SAMAN THINGY"annoying! Hate it. Hairs must be clipped and stuff. Must wear necktie and stuff. Hahaha. Just woke up from a peaceful sleep of mine (: Its been like years since I can sleep in the afternoon. OMG. Haha. I feel soooo fresh (I guess) hahahaha. Not years la. Haha. Joking only. Few weeks la. Cause got Choral Speaking practice. Tired man! haha. Its a great thing its over for now. Can have a proper rest at home. Rest and Relax on my beloved bed. Woohooo! ^^ Yeah, just now when I woke up. My throat hurt badly! Ouch! So what I did? I went to the kitchen and took a tin of 100 plus. Haha. mmHmm. Nice nice. Hahaha. So as I so called "PROMISED" to post up the pictures of our choral speaking. Hehe. Well I dont have our group picture owh. Sorry! I'll only post what I have. (:

Me and OUR BEST CONDUCTER! Yazid!

Me and My BFF! arrian! hehe..

Me and Immanuel! =)

Kalvin and Me (:

SaM MaE and Me! =)

Eugene and Me! (:

Hehe. So im only posting these pictures for now. If I get our group photo. Then I post here k? Deal? OK? haha.. Kay signing off for now!

SAM~~

Goodbye Goodbye..

2009-05-03T03:06:00.000-07:00

Guys im back again. For ahwhile. Just wanna share this video. Really reminds me of the times im still young (yea I know im not VERY old now). Hahaha. Enjoy it..!

SaM~

Our time wasn't wasted!!! =)

2009-05-03T00:01:00.001-07:00

Hey guys.. Yesterday was our competition. And guess what. We won!! Yeahhh!! ST.ANTHONY GOGO!! JIA YOU! haha. Going to Melaka. HaPPy owh! Best conducter also our school. Hehe. Yazid won. Congrats man! After weeks of practice. We didnt waste our time practicing! Will post pictures next time. Wow! HAPPY OWH!! CANT WAIT TO CELEBRATE. Hahaha. Btw, would like to say thnx 2 Eugene.. Cz belanja me at Zipangu and many more? ;) think so. =p haha. Hmmm. Happy happy happy. Too happy until very very fat oredy. Haha. But guess what. I dont really care? yea.. Haha. Im not the only fat person here. =p Will TRY not to eat much. But i cant. Its really fun. Maybe you guys should try making it as a hobby. Hahaha. Im evil. =p=p. Yeah, so time passes really fast. It seems like it was yesterday. Me coming in Form 1. Got alot of memories you know. The good times and the bad times. Will remember them ALL! Meeting new friends. Growing Up! Will cherish every moment I have with friends and family. =) Oh yeah, just now heard the song Take a Bow in the radio! Wow. It really reminds me off my beloved game WoW..! I stopped. Coz I got really bored with it and i really have no time to play. So i decided to stop. Coz kinda wasting my parents money also. I really cannot find back the feeling of addicted to that game. But I really miss it. Especially when I listen to songs that I used to listen when playing it. Hmm.. Since choral speaking already over. Im still considering whether to subscribe it back. Thinking. Should I ?? Should I not?? Dunno. See first la. Haha. Its only this for now. Until then, byebye!

SaM~~

Busy, busy and busy..

2009-04-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

So, recently been busy busy and busy. I'm very very black now. Cause everyday walk to UK with friend. To eat. And obviously LEPAKS! hahaha. Busy with drama. But teacher last minute change my role with a friend of mine. =/ Well, dont really care. The teachers problem. Hahaha. Less thing 2 do lo. No need 2 memorize my lines. Hahaha! The drama competition oredy past la. Last Saturday. So now, CHORAL SPEAKING! Gaaa!!! This Saturday. Hope can win. Now, we all. Practice,practice and practice. Tired but fun also la. Haha. If win will be more fun. Hahaha! Erm. Well, actually im outta ideas. I dont know what to post. So ill end here. Hehex burbye^^

SAM~

Life~~ !

2009-04-11T19:27:00.000-07:00

Haha. Its been like 2 months since I've updated. So, through this 2 months. There were many happy times and bad times as well. But they're all the past. All I can do for now is study so I wont fail my BM again (oops) That was supposed to be a secret. Haha! Actually, I have no idea what to post right now. Just thinking, thinking and thinking. I finally realized that nothing is more important than god, my family, my friends especially my BFF! and of course my self.(Call me selfish =p) They're the greatest ones. Really love them. Muahx! If I fall somewhere, I think they are willing to pick me up and heal me. They are really really important for me. Hhuhu. Life is challenging. Many many mountains to climb. Not a lot of straight road for me to walk. Most are mountains waiting for me. But, sometimes I have to lose. Not always winning. Im gonna remember all the losing moments. Haha! Not for revenge. But for me to learn from my own mistakes and never repeat it. I will also grow and be more mature. Maybe I still have a child's thinking now. But it really dont matter.(Thats my opinion)

♥ THE CLIMB ♥

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

I find this song very. Em. Interesting? Maybe. Really can feel it la. Haha!! ^^ I love the lyrics. Oh btw, recently I have been really really addicted to girls generation's songs. So nice. Maybe you guys should go and try and google them up. Hehe^^ So, I really am lost now. Need to study study study. But, its just FORM 1 rite? =p =p . Hope I wont fail any other subjects. Hahaha! Emm. I really have no idea now. So i think thats all!! Tata !!!!

SaM ~

Picture Perfect.....?

2009-01-18T02:32:00.000-08:00

♥Picture Perfect♥

All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know i stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that i could just rewind

It's the evening, and you've been complaining
About our situation and all my deceiving
I know that everything is going slow
And if you want to feel better
I can tell you that it's going to be great
Yeah it's going to be good
Oh! but i would be lying to you

But these days, i'm changing
Meeting new faces
Now how am i supposed to be?
My feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back don't look back on me

All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know i stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that i could just rewind

(rap)
Inakute mo ii i wanted to be free
Inaku natte mo ii i wanted her to leave
It's kind of hard to see ... when the world tunnel-visioned me
Motometeta ai no katachi
They say believe in what you can't see
Demo mawari no candy ga sweet de hard to think
Atama de wa comprehend shite mo koudou ni utsuse n
My eyes on the rikutsu, the truth's here listen
Chase shite mo chase shite mo things keep fleeting
Henna yumemite ta i must have been sleeping
Tooku samayou maeni chikaku wo seek it
Yoku mite mireba kokoro ni wa beacon
Of light sashite, sagashite ta thing's here
Omotta yori near, close to your hemisphere
Imade wa clear 20/20 cuz i'mma share
Subete and i don't care if they think i'm weird
There there nobody thinks you're weird
Ya see, i've been through it all before

And the same thing happened to me
Kinishi nai "wounds heal with time"
But in the meanwhile...
I'll show what i mean
Let's think of it another way
Everything we do and say defines who we are
As we live out each day
What we did was wrong at the time
But it helps us go back and rewind
It's a mistake but it ain't no crime
Kasanariau no sa tsumari sore ga ai

All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know i stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that i could just rewind

I said goodbye
I didn't know that it would all turn out this way
But now i know i realise
And i can learn from my mistakes

But these days, i'm changing
Meeting new faces
Now how am i supposed to be?
My feelings for you seem to be changing
Looking back don't look back on me

All the time that you were standing by my side
She's that picture perfect kind
I can't believe i was so blind
Do you remember the time
You know i stepped across that line
I made you cry and that's my crime
I wish that i could just rewind...

I find this song nice...quite meaningful too..enjoy ittt!! =D

sam =)

Beginning of 2009..End of 2008

2009-01-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

Heya all..Haven't been posting much lately..haha i was busy playing my WoW..I got to level 72!!!! oh im sooo happy ! Last holidays I was only doing that...hahaha...Im also officially addicted to wrestling (again)..Actually I stopped watching it...But a few months back , due to boredom !! I started watching wrestling and became addicted.. NOTE : I ONLY WATCH WWE!! I dont watch any other wrestling besides that..Ha!Here are some of the pictures of my progress
in WoW!!!

New years night in WoW ..Fireworks in Orggrimar...Haha..Last year, I celebrated in it too..But, last year I celebrated in Stormwind City..=)

Hehe..Phoeny !!!beutiful isn't she ? hahah..at least I think she's beautiful!

Thats all the pictures im gonna upload for now..Cause kinda lazy..LOL! BTW, I was browsing through dictionary.com and saw this word

zealous \ZEL-uhs\, adjective:
full of zeal; actively enthusiastic

To remain obdurate before authority, to display one's loyalty to the collective, to be a zealous student wholeheartedly eager to deepen one's grasp of doctrine--these were qualities that bore witness precisely to the personal, to the individual.
-- Milovan Djilas, Fall of the New Class

No one is more zealous than James Watt, 43, the lanky, brusque Secretary of the Interior.

So thats all for now...Laterz all!

sam =)

Halooo bloggiee!!weeeee!!

2008-11-19T07:14:00.000-08:00

Heyy dear bloggieee..(lol magical footsteps which will never end??) it ended...but its alive again!!! wee...so first thing...as u guys see the last post was about UPSR..and the newest post are about the results...hahahah!! i got 5A!! im damned happyyy!! time past fast...i got my resaults on 13Nov 08!! was really happy and gratefull...haha...really really happy...but sad..cause...my pc cant on..i cannt play my all time fav game.. WoW!!!for about a week....it broke down a few days ago...ahh!! cant live without it....and i gotta use a really mini laptop.... hahaha...anyways...u went to hobby mix just now...wanted tooo buy Smackdown vs Raw 2009...and guess what ...its sold out!!for the ps2 version!!but still got for the ps3 version...=(.....btw, 13 NoV is a special date...hehee......my dear dear dear.... that I have been always waiting for...finally you have come!!!!

dont suspend ...its just a game...it released..too bad im not gonna get it till december...=(...but hahaha...it released on 13 Nov 08..my dear dear dear ...=D..well anyways...my warlock got too lvl 58...and i went to Hellfire Peninsula (located in Outlands) Outlands??? its really cool...when my pc is healthy...im gonna lvl quick...real quick....hahah...well its only this for now...tata,adios and laterz my blog readers!!!

sam =)

Ohhh nnnOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-08T05:46:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is UPSR first day...omgomgomg...gonna sit for BM paper ,1 BM paper 2 , Maths Paper 2....omg...doing some last minute study now..haha... im soooo nervous...hope can get good resaults...my aim is of course 5A ...but if i can get ....not that confident...hehehe...i'm just .... nervous!!!!!!!!!!! oh no!!!!!!!!!!im soooo scared...BM paper 1 !!!!!!!!!! as for BM paper 2 can write crap..haha..jkjk.....im worried about BM paper 1 leh! its tooooo hard..for me =p!!well..gonna do some revision for ahwhile... k ..wish me LUCK! HAHA...good luck sam! lol....=.= ...HAPPY GO LUCKY!!!!!!!!! 5A!

sammie --- 08 **

OMG! ! ! !

2008-09-06T19:52:00.000-07:00

3 moRe Days till UpSr (or should i say 2 more days)..and guess what..im still playing wow...hahaah!!.!

Look!lvl 40!! if can see !!!!lvl 40 !! warlock!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha!!!!!!!!!!! hmm... i watched two tvb movies which are so fuN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moonlight Resonance and Legend of the Demigods..>!!!!!!!!!!
iitttss tooo funn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i love how the story goes...its very fun!!!!!!!yay...wish me luck for upsr this year! if u want too..=(..

only this for now...laters!

sam

BlekS~~

2008-07-20T03:57:00.001-07:00

Hey hey!!!!my blog has been dead since....umm...like about a month ago..yay!!!got to lvl 40 ..and got my MOUNT!!WWWOOOOTT!!now im lvl 45...haha....so slow ...well..im still playing WoW now...just wanted to keep my bloggie alive...haha..k..thats the only thing for now...need to play game..!!c'ya ! =D

ItS FRiDaY!!!!!!

2008-06-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hey HeY ...So you might be thinking. ..What so special about FRIDAY ????But there is for ME...!!Its finally 1 week!!! I mean ...I can play WoW... and do other stuff...like PLAY!!!!So...Maybe will go take a cup of "teh" later ...Its nice ...Sweet and ...Sweet ...Eheeh~~...I haven't even take my bath...So I guess I'll take a bath LATER TOO...hehehe...and guess what...I forgot to wear my necktie to school ...But no one even noticed ...No wait....The Ketua Pengawas noticed ..and "dendad" me for .50 sen ..But he gave me a chance ...so did not pay ..LOLZ...But still ...Its FrIdAy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well this is it for today !!!!!!bYeByE ...!!

>>sam<>

School Reopen ....Getting more and more closer ....

2008-06-10T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hye hye ....Just had my dinner...Wow...Another 90 Days ' till UPSR.....So nervous...Well today so tired...I also dunno why ...From 3.00 sleep until 6 something... ...Finally got enough sleep...Will I be the ghost tonight? ...Cause cannot sleep ...I hate it if I can't sleep....Well nothing interesting happened today....I played WoW until school holiday ended...Got to lvl 25 ...Hope I can get to lvl 40 as soon...So can get my horse!!!!!!!!!!But maybe not playing oredi ...Only Saturdays can play...Because no time to play oredi....Its getting closer and closer..Scary!!!!!Oh yea...Today got my rubella ....Dosen't hurt at all ...I mean like .....Really nothing....Hehehhe...So its only this for now....ByEbYe....

sam

The first time ...

2008-05-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

Its my first blog here!!So ....thats the only thing I can say for now... :D ....I don't have any idea ...So ...Well...I think ...Its only this for now ....Until then..Adios !!!!!

sam